Something awful..

   Hello again ,  

  I'm 27 years old or 20 .. one or the other.. would it make a difference ? I have always been worried about my age and growing old ever since I was 15 years old !! I think this is because of me living in a very superficial community who thinks , loves and cares for young girls! the only girls who can get attention in my country are the slim , white skinned , and young girls and when I say YOUNG , I mean -24 because if you are 25 years old , then you are allowed to marry a foreigner !! although the public law prevents women from getting married to foreigners but that is Ok if you are 25 years old ! Imagine that !!! 

 I can assure you that I am not nagging here because I am unmarried. I think I was blessed that I did not get married at a very young age,

 I am not depressed either, I am happy to be single if and only if I am to be living abroad !

 but if I am stuck here , then I terribly need to be VERY married coz there is no life for single girls here !  

 I should stop bubbling right here coz talking and writing won't express my deep depression of how girls are categorized in my country :

1- Shallow, empty minded , superficial - , educated to a very limited level ( BA in Geography :) ) or uneducated   -  usually married 

2- Well-educated , brainy , usually unstylish -  unmarried coz they are Geeks and nobody wants a GEEK! 

3- well-educated , Cute , ugly or pretty , wealthy , living their life to the extreme - Sometimes unmarried +30 coz people think they are BAD but the girls do not give a damn coz they fly to Greece every summer for a girls getaway, who needs a control freak over there ?????

or married -20 coz people think they can make a fortune out of this marriage , so even if they are BAD GIRLS , who cares if there is GOLD? ONLY the envious !!

4- Normal -looking , well-educated , middle-class , +25 - usually unmarried and unhappy 

coz they have no Money ,  No beauty , their families are fed up with them and who wants to marry a middle-classed , Normal-looking and Old Girl ? Only the poor guys , so they can get some shares out of their wives monthly incomes ! 

5- Pretty, limited education , YOUNG , misguided by others and super happy thinking that they are cool and married :)

6- people who are half half are in between , some wants them for their beauty ( Blonde , white skinned , and colored eyes ) and some does not want them for being the daughter of the foreigner for they MAY carry some of their ancestors traits ! 

   

so which category would fit me in ? DONT EVEN TRY TO 

I would be so honored if you save me from this humiliation !!

Spasiba !

Hello 2011

Ever since I watched the movie “ Julie and Julia “ . I knew that I want to do exactly the same! I want to start a blog. 

I feel I have so much to say and to keep an online dairy coz firstly , it sounds so modern to have one these days ( Imagine if you say to me , have you got a facebook and I smile back and say Nope ! wouldn’t I be so weirdo ? 

secondly , I recently become a person who can’t hold and a pen or a sheet of paper for 10 seconds ! 

so I thought this blog will do me good in terms of keeping  my memories. 

 I will talk about things that I love  : pictures  , books , websites , news , anything , and almost everything that could grab my attention!

well, I believe in writing and although I’m a very messy person , I knew deep inside that writing is a way of living for me and it can be a second career for me. I like talking to people and telling and retelling them what I have seen around the world. ,that’s why I chose to be a lecturer or soon-to- be an academic professor. Not that I love teaching but I think teaching , in an academic level , is very entertaining as there won’t be much of age differences between my students and I. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Uo0JAUWijM

    I have a habit of listening to Abba -Happy New year song when I usher every new year. I think it makes my year highly prosperous.their voices are full of hope and they chant beautifully. I welcomed my last 2 years in London , so I feel a bit down this year coz I had to spend the new year eve back home ( Jeddah , Saudi Arabia ) and to be honest , it is that last place that I want to be in right now .Never mind , life goes on ! I just hope that next year , I can usher the new year in New York !

so from the above mentioned silly things , I can come out as a person who is obsessed with movies , musics and traveling as well as writing. Not to mention Talking !! 

Please do read my posts and comment as possible coz I will feel important and needed by others and that would give me a huge push to smile and work happily. 

 I also joined a GYM and started a diet today. It will be the changing year ! A GYM , a DIET and A Blog ! let’s see what I will have for tomorrow. until that time , take good care of yourself. 

Spasiba !